...i don't know wat to do...

wah...
today have been a busy day in the library..
oh yea..teo..please..i beg u..dun HAte library..okay? hee~
i cannot help it..we just did our best to improve the library..
haha..anyway..juz feeling very very sleepy right now..
i might just doze off anytime..but i still care to post here..

yesterday couldn't find a time to play our lantern..
after dinner me and my sis got crazy and start to light up the lanterns..
hahahaha...so damn childish de lor..
the funny thing is..we are lighting up IN the house..
and then we off the lights and eat our mooncake..
we also made ourselves some tea and watch the 'nanny daddy' tv series..
eating halfway, then suddenly got one lantern seems like burning..
a lot of smoke came out..and we started panicking and quickly blew out the fire..
cheh..there was nothing oso..no black colour forming at the bottom of the lantern..
then watching tv halfway the one of the lantern drop again...
(we watching tv with 12 bright lanterns hanging around us) can imagine?
but this time the hanger rosak (we use hanger to hang our lanterns)
haiz..finally we blow out all the candles and kept the stuff back..

haiyo..i found out that i am a very emo person...
thinks too much..and cry too easily..
i cried in the school this morning too..
hahaha...over school matter...haiys..
cannot help it...maybe becos i am a left-handed baah..
people say left-handers are more passive thinking..
they may be right..as i am the example..
sometimes..i think i am too busybody..
but i just cannot help it...i just can't stand what is happening in front of me..
let it be a very small matter i wud just help out if i can..and within my boundaries..
people ask me for help..takkan i dun wan to help them..but if i help them..
maybe other people will get angry or wat..haiys..it is so hard...real hard..

..............i do not knw what am i suppose to do nw.........very luan! luan! luan!