i earnestly praying for you.

recently heard a devastating news.

a real bad news that made me cry and my heart hurts

a really want to curse that damn drama team

FCUK you to HELL and hope you suffer the same thing as they did.

hope anyone who see this can keep Selina (S.H.E) and 俞灏明 (china actor) in their prayer

regardless of your religion. please keep praying for them for their health.

On 23/10/10 Selina and 俞灏明 (china actor) are sent to hospital due to 3rd degree burn on their back,leg and arms because of an EXPLOSIVE scenes for a drama filming.

The explosive scene was not rehearsed and they got injured the first round of filming.

They dint manage to escape from the building before the building explode. The building suppose to explode only after they ran out but unfortunately it dint work out. They got 3rd degree burning and the guy was sent to ICU was sustained more serious injury than Selina because the guy protected her.

Now the filming team is NOT making any explanation to this matter to the public and they already found substitute for the injured male and female leads. WTH?? The whole production team are a whole bunch of bitches!!! They got both of them in such a state and now they just changed the casts.

PLEASE KEEP THEM IN YOU PRAYER.

THANK YOU.

I MISS YOU :'(

please recover soon.

thought

is it just me or what?

i sense that you are avoiding me.

are you?

totally OBSESSED with them.

well i can say all thanks to jasmine

for introducing me to this Korean reality show

'We got Married'

which match two artist/singer couple

to live their life together as husband and wife.

for as long as they can withstand each other.

because of this reality tv show

now i have became a crazy Kpop fan

and i am too obsessed with this particular couple

their nickname is Adam couple

which have been together for more than 9 months

they are ridiculously a cute couple

they seems to be match made in heaven.

Jo Kwon (2am) and Son Ga-In (B.E.G)

aren't they cute??

and they kissed for REAL after 9 months of 'fake' wedding life

and natural Skinship XD

the pictures below are all true event

but illustrated into drawing by Adam couple fans

I SERIOUSLY LOVE this couple.

self- reflection

today has been the most emotional day since i started my form 6

i cried a total of three times due to many things that happened in school today.

all i can say is I MUST DO SELF-REFLECTION.

i don't want to 'FAIL' again.

i don' want to be left out again. it is not nice AT ALL.

i want to be at the top. NOT THE AVERAGE.

i know crying cannot solve problem.

but sometimes it soothes the mind too.

maybe it's okay if it happens once in a while.

so maybe after crying we would pick ourselves up faster.

Angela, you can do it!! jia you x3!! =)

how i wish i could talk to you normally like others do.

(: If I text you,means I miss you. If I dont,means im waiting for you to miss me. :)

ネットボール

surprisingly we got ourselves into F6 netball team

i always thought that we weren't the athlete type.

but we still entered and found ourselves quite okay with the sports

hahaaa..XD

now training have been conducting everyday after school

which can be quite tiring at times but i think its worth it

i am currently holding the Goal Attacker (GA) position

which is quite a surprised to me too. :)

the competition is held this weekend on 31st July in SAB.

anybody coming to support?? haha

i don't want to embarrassed myself in front of my friend :p

this week was an exam week

it wasn't really hard as it was only the FIRST exam

i cannot imagine how are we going to survive the coming exams next year :(

i freaking love this song and the dramaaa~!!!

2010 World Cup

yesterday i slept from 12am to 2am

to wake and watch the finals of the 2010 World Cup

and manage to sleep only at 5.15am.

today i went to school with heavy head

that i might just fall asleep anytime

and sadly Netherlands has lost for the 3rd time in the finals

but i am impressed with their effort

cheers for Spanish although i don't support Spain

CONGRATULATIONS to SPAIN!!

today in school everybody was discussing about the Spanish

the school teachers and students especially en.rahilme

i was so excited because i really stay awake and watch the whole thing

we talked non-stop about having yellow cards and fouls

we laughed so much in school today

all i want to say is i would really miss World Cup

and i cant wait for another one in Brazil in 2014

i dont know where would i be at that year ..XD

@__________@

yesterday was an awesome wedding of my cousin

++ May you guys have a blissful marriage++

++Have baby++

@___________@

last saturday we went to this Akasha concert beside Bangunan Sultan Ibrahim

and the place was soo lovely - beautiful architecture and night scenery

we went with Gideon, maya and gillian

and awesome outing with beautiful musics

took a picture before the concert starts

mr.gid posing with small eyes :p

ohyea not forgetting that we went watch the

'DESPICABLE ME' movie

the movie was good and hilarious

i recommend this movie to little children XD

that's all for now *yawns*

happy b.d kuanshuen

first time ever having test in form 6

well i was quite satisfied with my results

today i heard of the election for the new board for MPPU

i thought we were ready for this at the first place

but i guess we were wrong. i am not ready for this YET.

going to school for almost two months now

and i want to say I HATE superficial friends

i really miss most of my friends out there (all over M'sia)

i miss being natural in front of friends.

the last Thursday's 'story' was really a dramatic story

first time ever saw this in my schooling life

he was totally over reactive and he shudnt do this

whatever it is,the incident brought our class peeps closer

and my pressure as the ketua increase by x100

the subjects' syllabus is getting deeper and tougher each day

hope i can really cope with it without sacrificing my online world :p

gambatte Angela!!

FIFA is going to end so soon and have to wait for another 4 years

i am really going to miss it for sure :)

oh yea by the way,

happy 20th birthday kuan shuen!!!

i miss all the memories we shared together.

all the best in your future undertakings

:)

FIFA WC 2010

FIFA world cup has finally started after four years.

have been staying up till 4.30 am just to catch the match.

maybe one day will collapsed.

hahaa..what to do. i just love soccer.

going to have gathering soon with my beloved bunch of people whom i love a lot

shout out to :

Chilli Padi, Jane, Maya, Nicole, Christina, Chiuchiu, Sueyinn,Emelda, Keshu

I miss you GUYS a lot !!!

looking forward for the steamboat!! yum x3

..speechless..

I know friendships can't be measured by money..

but sometimes i really cannot stopped thinking about it..

what's the point of asking us to join

when initially you don't even bother about us?

sometimes i think that we are only called for some purposes..

i know it bad to think that way, but i really felt disappointed

with whatever that is happening now

Initially did you even thought of us?

I am trying very hard to think positively

but sometimes i am really tired..

trying my best to go on with everything

but was actually making myself feeling worse.

if everything is starting to go with this kind of routine

there will be no end to it

one after another and another

and NONE for us

i really hate myself for thinking these way

but i really cannot force myself for not thinking

all these while i have been deceiving to myself

for all the happening

i just want to say that i want appreciation too

like any other people

hope everything will end soon.

new life

new life in form 6 is definitely not as fun i thought it would be the syllabus is tough with a lot of kolokium coming SOON. it's definitely not something you can play a fool with.

very glad to know new friends like jiaxi, suqi and hui fang.

thanks for making my life in form 6 better. thanks for all the guidance in class. thanks to the juniors (ckh, gps, minwen, evonne, xinyun..etc)for everything.thanks for making me feel better in this 'new' environment.

going back to the place where you thought you would know very well is not a happy thing.the absent of friends is the saddest part. i felt like a stranger in a place where i used to stay for 5 years. isnt that funny? i think it is. the feeling is different already and the odd part about it when i dont know why and what was the reason.

well i am still trying to make myself feel better and trying hard to blend with the others. the recent news has make my life a little down which i am not suppose to feel that way. just have to live through it and not to think about it further.but at least for now, i feel better after listening to some songs.

well, that's for it now. gtg.

being able to see you everyday makes my life better in school. i would smile to myself whenever i see you.

ANGRYY!!!

what the??

i am so angry right now!! no IPTA and no Matriculation!! what the ??

i work soo hard to get this result and this is what I get??

what's wrong with the government??

i am sooo pissed off right now!!

and the foundation programme is only for BUMI??

why?? we non-BUMI cannot study foundation in local-U??

and not getting the chance to study in Matriculation??

then where can we study?? ARGHHHH!!!!

D-Day

today was the D-Day

the day that i scared and worried the most for the past three months

time really flies so fast

SPM felt just like yesterday and today we are getting our results

this morning i couldnt really concentrate on my work

and i thought i had millions of butterflies in my stomach

upon reaching the school when i saw everybody crying i followed

the school was in the total chaos

i see people hugging each other crying over the shoulder before the results were announced

and the teacher started comparing 2009's result with the 2008's

and there goes Sueyinn's name for being the top scorer in our school

and the next thing..

MY NAME was on the powerpoint slideshow for getting 7A+ and 4 A!!

i was sitting down there without my blazer on and was not ready for anything yet

i went up to the stage with mixed emotions and feelings

the moment i saw sueyinn on the stage welcoming me

i burst into tears which prolonged until the end of the ceremony

i kept crying non-stop because i really couldnt believe that i could really score straight A's...

All i want to say is all i want to say is a BIG THANKS to my parents, sibling, TEACHERS, and tuition teachers~~

thanks for all the guidance you guys give me especially Teacher Chen , Pn Norshidah, Pn Florence, Mrs. Yee, Mr.Chua and many more~~

♥ ♥ ♥ ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU ♥ ♥ ♥

PISSED!!

i really cannot believe that because of this matter, i have just

wasted my saliva and killing a few of my brains cells talking

to some 'different thinking' people. i really cannot tahan

your way of talking. really pissed me off. can you just

sit down and think whether what you have said is

RIGHT or WRONG?? Please stop blaming others

when you found out that you are wrong.

Please la. Please think before you talked. you think

you are so great is it? Now who is wrong at first??

I shouldn't have rake this matter up. I really

felt like crying when you said 'that'.

STUPID!!

Ai De San Wen Nuan

it has been a long time since I last updated

after starting working

i found out things doesnt really goes your way

you have so many things to handle at the same time

relationship with colleague, boss or your client

how do you handle your customer is one BIG question mark

whatever it is, it is an experience

but the most happy events recently was when Candy help us to but

Ai De San Wen Nuan (Sauna Love)

by S.H.E

and we are so in love with it!!

the most important and sweetest thing is Candy bought us SWeets tOO!!!

THANKS CANDY!!!

cant stop reading this BOOK!!!

this book is full of awesomeness!!

=)

happy new 2010 year!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!!

2009 has been a fruitful year for me:

Gotten the Queen Guide title from the Pemaisuri Agong

Finished the FREAKING SPM

Enjoyed every moment with my DEAR classmates

(those partying, playing and doing funny stuff)

and found a new start in my life = working

Spent time with little children

and etc..

AND all I want to say is...

.

.

.

I SERIOUSLY MISS ALL THE MEMBERS OF THE 5SN1(2009)

I am really thankful for being in the part of my 2009 life

I really enjoyed every single moment with you guys

all the THINGS that ex-5sn1 people wont do it but ONLY US (5sn1 2009)

THANKS GUYS!!

LOts of lOVE!!!