..speechless..

I know friendships can't be measured by money..

but sometimes i really cannot stopped thinking about it..

what's the point of asking us to join

when initially you don't even bother about us?

sometimes i think that we are only called for some purposes..

i know it bad to think that way, but i really felt disappointed

with whatever that is happening now

Initially did you even thought of us?

I am trying very hard to think positively

but sometimes i am really tired..

trying my best to go on with everything

but was actually making myself feeling worse.

if everything is starting to go with this kind of routine

there will be no end to it

one after another and another

and NONE for us

i really hate myself for thinking these way

but i really cannot force myself for not thinking

all these while i have been deceiving to myself

for all the happening

i just want to say that i want appreciation too

like any other people

hope everything will end soon.