AFRAID

l really miss those days
the day where we would sit together and chat about anything under the sun.
we use to laugh out loud and gossip.
we used to eat and go out together very often.
we used to sms to each other very often.
the day that we faces the all of our difficulties together.
cry together.laugh together.smile together.
i miss all the moments that we spent together.

but now
we only manage to say hi and joke a bit.
and see each other around thrice a week.less than 30 mins for each.
all i can say is time will change.
i always thought that we will always remain in that situation.
but i guess the answer is no.
i don't know what's going on.but i don't think you sense it.
but i can feel it. it' different.
the time like how we spent our time together compare to now.

i am so afraid.
afraid that you might forget about me.
i know i think too much.
but still i am SO afraid.



don't leave me.