I know friendships can't be measured by money..
but sometimes i really cannot stopped thinking about it..
what's the point of asking us to join
when initially you don't even bother about us?
sometimes i think that we are only called for some purposes..
i know it bad to think that way, but i really felt disappointed
with whatever that is happening now
Initially did you even thought of us?
I am trying very hard to think positively
but sometimes i am really tired..
trying my best to go on with everything
but was actually making myself feeling worse.
if everything is starting to go with this kind of routine
there will be no end to it
one after another and another
and NONE for us
i really hate myself for thinking these way
but i really cannot force myself for not thinking
all these while i have been deceiving to myself
for all the happening
i just want to say that i want appreciation too
like any other people
hope everything will end soon.
